thank youuuuuu!!!!!!!

here are a couple of reasons why I'm so grateful to have a friend like mash.

1. she intro-ed me to a site-- atmb. I LOVE IT SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!
2. I requested a sig from her, and look what she made.

fcuking awesome, girl.

I'll be there for you~

I probably should update on what's been happening in my life since my last post, but you know what? Screw that. Imma intro my top 3 fave homies to the worrrrrrld.

~Bobster~

real name LiWen

the master of sarcasm

top emo-er

FCE buddy

gave Orange his nickname

together, we are KaitSter

~Masherz~

real name Ashlee

Shia LaBeouf's sassiest stalker

addicted to oranges (like moi)

ATMB bestiee

she is R A D

together we are AshLynn

~ManDa~

real name Amanda

top swimmer (I think we all know that)

George Sampson's #1 fan!

has the C U T E S T mix-blood swimming friend (you know who I mean)

fellow YCian

she can get high at any random moment - so watch out!

together we are KaManda (I made that up on the spot)

and those (makes dramatic gesture) are my top 3 fave pallies! (theater bow)

I took all the pics from facebook & their blogs. I'll do the rest of my friends in the future... and when I find the time.

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happy bday to Xin Ee & Chuan Xin. (=

today was awesome. after a bumpy start (it was raining when I got to school and by the time I entered the school compound with ManDa I was SOAKING, not to mention we thought there was gonna be a spotcheck for barang larangan so ManDa and I ran around the school during the Form4//5 recess looking for people we knew who could help us to hide our stuff only to fail and be told that there wasn't gonna be one by the time we returned to RC) everything went ok.

Masherz, Bobster, ManDa and I made up different themes for each day of the week (i.e. Monday is cheerleader talk and Friday is gangsta talk). slowly but surely, I too got high.

As you can see, all my peeps have awesome nicknames (Masherz etc) well, mine is Kaiterlynnzz (courtesy of Masherz).

After school, I msged Masherz a lil, and we came up with a friendship 'Bennifer-ish' name for us... [Ashlee + Kaitlynn = AshLynn]... YAYYYY!

Oh, and today daddy got back from Turkey. he brought back lotz of yummz too.

Corte D' Oro for me.... (*licks lips)

Lindt for my mum...

and turkish delight for everyone!!! =D

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY NJ & TEDDY GEIGER! <3

nick jonas

TEDDY looks hot live...

As everyone knows, tmrw is a national holiday. Coincidentally, it's William's birthday. so, being extremely kiasu, I brought my prezzie for him (a bar of Cadbury & R. Kelly CD) damn, he BETTER like it! R. Kelly weih!

anyways, before Pn_G came in for last period sejarah, a mini-PMA (Persatuan Main Air) fight broke out. As I'm too lazy to write out in too much detail, I'll just do a lil diagram.

ManDa => William, William => ManDa, Ry-man => William, William => PSZ (2X)

get it????

later... wrote an emo poem!!!

"I'm drowning in my own incurable misery. a dark sheet is looming over my motionless form. I may be immune to the pain physically, but inside I am rotting, slowly entering the gateway to timeless torture. I want to just be free, to end this now, but heaven hates me. the angels refuse to take me away, to release me. they ignore my desperate cries of plea, they turn their delicate heads from my raised limp hand, begging for their help... to them, I am but dust in the wind, a filthy rat in the dark alley, a red dark stain on a white cotton shirt, nothing but a mere pest, an annoyance. but I'm worth more than that. I know I can be of use. However small, however insignificant, I am anything but hopeless, helpless, useless. Once the holy beings disregard me, I know for sure that it's time for me to prove them otherwise. I need to muster every ounce of strength I have, and rush headfirst into the darkness. Gather all that I have, unsheathe my tattered sword, and stab the core of ostracism, for now."

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HAPPY BURFDAY TO HIS HIGHNESS PRINCE HARRY AND MY FRIEND JENNIFER!!!!!

hey, he doesn't look half bad here. I used to like his bro more. (=

Jennifer, the smartie of 1B3.

Moving on...

I wrote a song in school today. =D

*******

{POPCORN AND THE BOY BUYING IT}

this wasn't in the game plan

not what I'd advise to do

just a movie with my boyfriend

no complications

lining up for popcorn

there was another couple in front

I stared a hole in the guy's back

then, I realized:

[CHORUS]

I fell for the boy in the food line

mesmerized in his blonde hair

I fell for him, I shouldn't have

what will my boyfriend think?

his tall frame and broad shoulders

shot a shiver down my spine

I fell for the boy in the food line

I'm outta my mind!!!

no I don't even know his name

it's unimportant

he's got a slutty date

just look at that skirt

he deserves someone better

someone like me

oops I hope I didn't say that aloud

'cause my boy's right next to me!

[CHORUS]

popcorn, cola and M&Ms

hot dog, nachos, cheese chips in hand

opened his wallet and handed over a ten

turns slowly, can't catch my breath

he meets my eye, wish it'll never end

opens his mouth, irresistable voice

I watch his lips as he say, ay, ay, ay

'It's your turn'

(DAMN)

******

think, Katy Perry's ' kissed a girl'.

during recess, I was with Bobster (don't you LOVE her nickname?) and Masherz saw us. She asked me whether I saw a blonde guy with nice shoulders when I was getting grub. I laughed and said something like, "unfortunately, no".

When she left, Bobster (who didn't know bout the song) was like, "that is such a TYPICAL question to ask everyday." with her die-hard sarcasm in check. Bahaaaaaaa.

Aftr school, soaked Jennifer from HEAD. TO. TOE. including her poor bag. it's times like this when I can say that my classmates are RAWKING and actually mean it. XOXO

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Happy Birthday CYY!!!! oh fine, aaaand Martin. Pfft.

anyways, went to the dentist's to get my teeth cleaned. Mrs Dentist is NYX's momma. She and my mum chatted and found out that their kids (NYX & I) are both in CHS. Err, a little slow, don'cha think?

After dinner, went to get new glasses. Couldn't find any with approx. the same size as my blue ones, though. According to the optician dude, big is all-the-rage now. PFFT. whatev.

shuffle survey with the first lines of the song!

Answer the questions with the first sentence of whatever song you land on.
So how are you today?: love me or hate me, it's still an obsession
What happened today?: so much for my happy ending
How\'s your family treating you?: let me know what I've done wrong
What about your friends?: I hold on so nervously to me and my drink, I wish it was cooling me
What\'s your opinion of yourself?: light skin, dark skin, my Asian persuasion
How about life?: tick tock, goes the clock
How is life treating you, by the way?: so many people gonna say that they want you
If someone was about to kill you, what would you say?: I'm having a day from a hell
What does your special someone say to you?: seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
Why do you eat?: and I remember sharing lips with her
What do you think before you go to sleep?: wat'chu been doing?
And what do you say when you wake up?: I was so high I did not recognize, the fire burning in her eyes, the chaos that controlled my mind
How do you feel about school?: baby can't you see?
Your life in a movie. ^_^
Opening Credits.-(I forgot, NAME the song for this section.): break the ice
You wake up and go to school.: no tomorrow
There's a new kid!-(He/She's kinda cute...): pain
Oh my God! He/She's in all your classes!: beautiful
They're sitting at your lunch table. You strike up a conversation.: I'm your's
You're both at a Christmas party that you told them about.: silhouettes in sunsets
Misteltoe! You guys kiss.-(Aww...): is it you
It's like magic, you guys are boyfriend and girlfriend, and you're in love.: L.O.V.E
Uh-oh! Car crash!-(Cue dramatic music.): one love
You wake up in a hospital, and find out he/she died in the crash.: I kissed a girl
You cry, and go into depression for a while.: ain't no party
Your friend convinces you to start dating again. Time to go out!: say
You see a guy/girl and you talk, you have a great time.: leave (get out)
You give them your number and leave and think about the great time you had.: heartbreaker
You guys go out for a while, and you're feeling a lot better.: potential breakup song
One day you go out and you catch him/her cheating!: leavin'
You are crushed and you break up with them.: gimme more
On the way home...Uh-oh! CAR CRASH!!!: love song
You're dead.: fighter
End credits.: 2 hearts
Now! Next 5 Songs.
1.: party people
2.: if you want it to be good
3.: nothing in this world
4.: 4ever
5.: can't fight the moonlight
Song #1.
Song.: party people
Artist.: nelly
Year.: 2008
What is your favorite lyric in this song?: boyfriend wonderin where I'm at, cause I'm in the spot spot. Why he always tryin to be puttin me down on lock lock?
Is this your favorite song?: no
Song #2.
Song?: if you want it to be good
Artist?: BSB
Is this one of your favorite bands/singers?: yeah
Could you dance like a crazy person to this song?: totally
What about singing along to it?: that's what I'm doing now
Song #3.
Song?: nothing in this world
Artist?: paris hilton
Could you head bang to this song?: no!
How long is the song?: approx 3 mins 24 secs
Do you like this song?: ok lah
Song #4.
Song?: 4ever
Artist?: the veronicas
What's the 25th word in the song?: for (I can't believe you made me count!)
What's the meaning of this song?: nothing serious
Who can you relate this song to?-(Yourself, friends, family, etc.): all those playas
Song #5.
Song?: can't fight the moonlight
Artist?: leann rimes
Why do you like this song?: it's so ghetto retro
Would you date the person who sang it?: NO. I am straight ALL THE WAY.
Is this your theme song?: nope
Final Questions!-(Don't use your music playing thingamabob.)
Do you love music?: AB-SO-LUTE-LY
Why?: it's the way of life.
Goodbye.: sayonara

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Mike He Jun Xiang

Behold: Mike He Jun Xiang

Mike stars alongside Ariel Lin in a show called Devil Beside You. I'm not a fan of the show, as I've only ever watched one episode (the one where Qi Yue's love letter is being put up on the school notice board and she misunderstands that it is Ah Meng who did it. She confronts him and storms off. After realizing that she has misunderstood Ah Meng, she apologises to Ah Meng and pleads him to hit her so that she feels better - Ah Meng kisses her instead. Yuan Yi happens to see them kissing and confronts their relationship, Ah Meng yells at Yuan Yi, saying that he wants Qi Yue)

Having said all that BS, the main reason for my blog is still the most obvious one: He is one HOTTIE.

KILLER song featuring KILLER cast

Really meaningful song called JUST STAND UP by Mariah Carey, Beyonce, Mary J. Blige, Rihanna, Fergie, Sheryl Crow, Miley Cyrus, Melissa Etheridge, Ashanti, Natasha Bedingfield, Keyshia Cole, Ciara, Leona Lewis, Leann Rimes, and Carrie Underwood.

Beyonce: The heart is stronger than you think

It's like it can go through anything

And even when you think it can't it finds a way to still push on, though

Carrie: Sometimes you want to run away

Ain't got the patience for the pain

And if you don't believe it look into your heart the beat goes on

Rihanna: I'm tellin' you that

Things get better

Through whatever

If you fall, dust it off, don't let up

Sheryl: Don't you know you can go be your own miracle

Beyonce: You need to know

CHORUS

Sheryl: If the mind keeps thinking you've had enough

But the heart keeps telling you don't give up

Sheryl/Beyonce: Who are we to be questioning,wondering what is what

Don't give upTHROUGH IT ALL, JUST STAND UP!

Fergie: It's like we all have better days

Problems getting all up in your face

Leona: Just because you go through it

Fergie: Don't mean it got to take control, no

Leona: You ain't gotta find no hiding place

Keyshia: Because the heart can beat the hate

Leona: Don't wanna let your mind keep playin' you

Keyshia: And sayin' you can't go on

Rihanna: I'm tellin' you that

Miley: Things get better

Through whatever

Rihanna: If you fall

Miley: Dust if off, don't let up

LeAnn: Don't you know you

Natasha: Can go

LeAnn: Be your own

Natasha: Miracle

Carrie: You need to know

Ensemble: CHORUSI

f the mind keeps thinking you've had enough

Melissa: adlibs But the heart keeps telling you don't give up

Melissa: adlibs Who are we to be questioning, wondering what is what

Don't give upMelissa: adlibs THROUGH IT ALL, JUST STAND UP!IF WE ALL, JUST STAND UP!

Mary: You don't gotta be a prisoner in your mind

Ciara: If you fall, dust it off

Mary: You can live your life

Rihanna/Carrie: Yeah

Mary: Let your heart be your guide

Rihanna/Carrie: Yeah yeah yeah

Mariah: And you will know that you're good if you trust in the good

Ashanti: Everything will be alright, yeah

Light up the dark, if you follow your heart

Mary: And it will get better

Mariah: Through whatever

Ensemble: CHORUS

If the mind keeps thinking you've had enough

But the heart keeps telling you don't give up

Who are we to be questioning, wondering what is what

Don't give upTHROUGH IT ALL, JUST STAND UP!

Ensemble: CHORUS

If the mind keeps thinking you've had enough

But the heart keeps telling you don't give up

Who are we to be questioning, wondering what is what

Don't give upTHROUGH IT ALL, JUST STAND UP!

Fergie: You got it in you, find it within

You got in now, find it within now

You got in you, find it within

You got in now, find it within now

You got in you, find it within

Find it within you, find it within

Everyone: THROUGH IT ALL, JUST STAND UP!

here's the link:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IDA9zF-mEEQ

☞for you i will♡♡by teddy geiger♥

there's a reason why this song stood out among the other awesome lovies. no, it's not the catchy melody. no, it's not his oh-so-gentle voice. no, it's not the fact that he is pretty H-A-W-T. (although that IS a factor)
the answer, people, is the lyrics. check it.

Wondering the streets, in a world underneath it all

Nothing seems to be, nothing tastes as sweet

As what I can't have

Like you and the way that you're twisting your hair round your finger

Tonight I'm not afraid to tell you

What I feel about you.

I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have

and cannon ball into the water

I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have

For you I will

For you I will

Forgive me if I st-stutter

From all of the clutter in my head

Cuz I could fall asleep in those eyes

Like a water bed

Do I seem familiar,

I've crossed you in hallways a thousand times, no more camouflage

I want to be exposed, and not be afraid to fall.

I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have

And cannon ball into the water

I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have

For you I will

You always want what you can't have

But I've got to try

I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have

For you I will

For you I will

For you I will

For you

If I could dim the lights in the mall

And create a mood I would

Shout out your name so it echoes in every room

I would

That's what I'd do,

That's what I'd do

That's what I'd do

To get through to you

I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have

And cannon ball into the water

I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have

For you I will

You always want what you can't have

But I've got to try

I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have

For you I will

For you I will

For you I will

For you I will

BIZARRE AND RANDOM SURVEY

WOULD YOU RATHER:
LICK A FROG OR A ROACH?: frog
GET BIT BY A DOG OR A PERSON?: err.... I'd rather not be bitten AT ALL.
EAT RAW FISH OR RAW CHICKEN?: I like sushi, so fish.
OWN A TARANTULA OR A PYTHON?: PYTHON, du-uh! (I <3>MARRY FOR MONEY OR FOR LOVE?: lurv
JOIN THE ARMY FOR 5 YEARS OR GO TO JAIL FOR 1?: army
SWIM WITH SHARKS OR WRESTLE ALLIGATORS?: sharks
GET BACK WITH YOUR EX OR MARRY CURRENT BF/GF?: eww! neither
HAVE TRIPLETS OR NEVER HAVE KIDS?: nvr have kids
SLEEP WITH RON JEREMY OR GEORGE BUSH?: I'd rather go les
WHO IS BETTER:
BEYONCE OR RIHANNA?: r.i.h.a.n.n.a
JAYZ OR P. DIDDY?: JAYZ!!!!!
LIL WAYNE OR T.I.?: hmm... lil wayne
ASHANTI OR KEYSHIA COLES?: ashanti
BET OR MTV?: mtv
SO YOU THINK YOU CAN DANCE OR DANCING WITH THE STARS?: DWTS
ROSIE O DONNEL OR ELLEN?: ellen
BLONDES OR BRUNETTES?: BRUNETTES (I'm 1)
VICTORIA SECRET OR BATH AND BODY WORKS?: VS
OBAMA OR MCCAIN?: obama
UNIVERSAL OR DISNEY?: universal
WHATS THE BEST THING TO ORDER AT:
MCDONALDS?: those shake fries thing
TACO BELL?: -
RED LOBSTER?: -
OUTBACK?: -
SUBWAY?: -
GYROS?: -
STEAK N SHAKE?: -
BENNIGANNS?: -
A SUSHI BAR?: err... SUSHI?!
DENNYS?: -
WENDYS?: -
ARE YOU AFRAID OF:
CLOWNS?: no
BUGS?: .......... fine, yeah
WATER?: no
THE DARK?: no
HEIGHTS?: been there, done that
CLOSED SPACES?: I don't like it but it doesn't scare me
DRIVING?: no
ANIMALS?: no
SCARY MOVIES?: o/c not
YOUR PARENTS?: 99% yes
YOUR KIDS?: I don't have any
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU HEAR THE WORD:
PENCIL?: pilot
SURGERY?: plastic
MICHAEL MYERS?: shrek
BRIDGE?: london
SCREW?: slut
GARAGE?: USA
FEET?: jimmy choo!
JAPAN?: sushi
CAKE?: birthday
DAISY?: duck
BASEMENT?: death (???????)
HOW DO YOU FEEL ABOUT:
GAY/LESBIAN MARRIAGE?: it doesn't bother me. love is anywhere and comes in all forms.
ABORTION?: go2hell. what did the baby ever do to you????
ANIMAL RIGHTS?: bahaha. no comment
DOWNLOADING FREE MUSIC?: my fave
THE PRESIDENT?: whatever
OPRAH?: she's awesome
GLOBAL WARMING?: WE'RE GONNA DIEEEEE
PREMARITAL SEX?: .......
DEATH PENALTY?: if they deserve it, then its fine
INTERRACIAL RELATIONSHIPS?: -
THIS SURVEY?: ......
DO YOU OWN/HAVE:
A CAR?: no
YOUR OWN PLACE?: no
KIDS?: no
BIKE?: yes
PETS?: yes
COMPUTER?: yes
CELL PHONE?: yes
MP3 PLAYER?: no
PORN?: NO!!!!!!!
MONEY?: yeah, duh
GUN?: i wish
ALL ABOUT YOU:
WHATS YOUR STATUS?: single
DO YOU WORK/GO TO SCHOOL?: schl
SEXUAL PREFERENCE?: DUDES
DO YOU GO TO THE GYM?: no
ARE YOU A PARTY STARTER OR PARTY POOPER?: party GOER
ANY FANTASIES?: *smirks*
WHO'S YOUR BEST FRIEND AND HOW LONG?: I'll just skip this question for now...
EVER BEEN ARRESTED?: no
WHEN DID YOU LOSE YOUR VIRGINITY?: not yet
NUMBER ONE REGRET IN YOUR LIFE?: 4M2K4U2FO
DO YOU THINK PEOPLE HAVE MORE NICE OR BAD THINGS TO SAY ABOUT YOU?: 50/50
OUT OF THE PEOPLE YOU KNOW, WHO:
MESSAGES YOU THE MOST ONLINE?: LiWen
MESSAGES YOU THE MOST IN TEXTS?: LiWen
CALLS YOU THE MOST?: Julie
MAKES YOU LAUGH?: YiWei
MAKES YOU BLUSH?: ........^^
MAKES YOU HORNY?: O.o
MAKES YOU MAD?: Daryl
DO YOU SEE THE MOST?: parents
DO YOU PARTY WITH?: alot...
HAVE YOU FOUGHT?: XinEe
HAS THE MOST MONEY?: maybe Shanna...
KEEPS YOUR SECRETS?: hmm... i wouldn't know
GETS YOU INTO TROUBLE?: i usually bring it upon myself
DOES YOUR FAMILY/BF/GF DISAPPROVE OF?: X

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Jesse McC kicks butt

They say actions (or pictures) speak louder than words. As I do not deny such a belief, I'll hand the mike over, and let these pix tell you just how HOT Jesse is. (although most of you don't need to see to know)

Y-Y-Y-U-M-M-M-M-M-M.

OLIVER GOODWILL PWNS!!!!!!!

Oliver James Goodwill (born October 25, 1982) is an English (OOPS! srys Dor. I thought he was British) actor and musician. He was first noticed when he appeared in the Evanescence music video Call Me When You're Sober and gained popularity on the band's website. He is sometimes known as Wolfie among his fans.

People, I know what you're thinking, and I totally agree: This dude is H-A-W-T.

shia la-BUFFFFF

This is for you, Ashhhhh.... (also, I was bored)

gaspss!!! That jacket... <3

This is probably Shia's most famous movie shot.

Can anyone say, INDIANA JONESSS???

So there you have it. And Ash, I'm sure you have a lotta his pix, so this was done for fun. And once again, I must agree: He is SMOKIN' H-A-W-T.